Ramblings of a Social Outcast

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Hi, my name is Gov. Jeb Bush and I'm an asshat...


Because you know, obviously this woman's life is worth less than a fetus. She means nothing. Let's totally forget that she's born and the fetus is not. It doesnt matter if she dies, because, hey, we've got to save the ickle fetus.

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How to piss me off in ten easy steps...

1. Be the guy on TV guide.

2. Talk about wife swap.

3. Make fun of my religion.

4. Say I worship tree stumps.

5. Show a women snapping someone's wand.

You know what I can't think of any more, but grrrrr! They wouldn't have been able to make fun of any other religion, but I guess Wicca is fair game.

Monday, June 19, 2006

I hate to post quizzes,

but this one was interesting

You Are 32% Sociopath

From time to time, you may be a bit troubled and a bit too charming for your own good.
It's likely that you're not a sociopath... just quite smart and a bit out of the mainstream!
Are You A Sociopath?


Tuesday, June 13, 2006

Who are you...

I am: A Wiccan, bi, black, librael, human female.
I have: Lots of books
I wish: I was "normal"
I hate: not knowing things. And hate.
I fear: Being left alone forever.
I search: For knowlegde
I wonder: Why?
I regret: A lot.
I love: My family, my friends, my pets, books, muscic, moives, chorus, NYC.
I cry: Sometimes
I write: Way too much.
I win: At trivia
I lose: At sports
I confuse: Everyone.
I should: Be nicer.

..Do you..
Keep a diary: No. Just this blog.
Believe in love: Yes.
Want to get married: Yes.
Get along with your parents: Sometimes
Like thunderstorms: Yes.
Daydream alot:Yes

Number: 3
Colour: Rainbow
Flower: I don't know.
Day: Friday
Month: August
Season: Summer
Drink: Juice

..In the past 24 hrs..
Have you cried: Yes
Have you helped someone: No
Have you had a serious talk: Yes
Have you missed someone: No
Have you fought with your parents: No
Have you fought with your friends: No
Have you *****ed about someone: No.

..Name 5 bands you listen to..
~ The Dresden Dolls
~ Dispatch
~They Might be Giants
~Straylight Run
~ Stephen Lynch

..Would you ever..
Eat a bug: If I was starving.
Kill someone: No, not unless I had to to protect my self or my loved ones.
Parachute from a plane: No
Walk on hot coal: No
Go out with someone for their looks: No
Be a vegetarian: Yes
Get drunk off your ***: No, it would kill me.
Star in a porn video: No
Dye your hair blue: Yes
Wear makeup in public: Yes
Not wear makeup in public: Yes
Cheat on a test: No.
Make someone cry: Yes
Date someone more than 10 yrs older than you: No.
Stay up all night: Yes

What's your full name: Amanda Kathryn
Have you ever been beaten up: Yes
How many texts do you send a month: 8
Would you hold someones hand in public: Yes
Do you have any piercings: Ears
What do you sleep in: Nothing
What is one of your bad qualities: I talk too much
When was the last time you cried in school: Yesterday
What are you listening to right now: Dispatch - The General
What is your occupation: Student
What was the last thing you ate: Poptart
If you were a crayon what colour would you be: Blue
Hugs or kisses: Hugs
Cherry or blueberry: Blueberry


Sunday, June 11, 2006

What's the buzz? Tell me what's a-happening...

My seniors are graduating today. Wow. It seems like two years have really flown by.

I came up with an odd thought about when I go to college. When I'm there, I'm no longer going to be the black girl with white parents. I'm no longer going to be the transracial adoptee of the town. Until I open my moth, people are just going to assume I'm just a regular black kid. That's odd when I think about it. I've become so used to getting odd looks when I introduce new people to my parents. I can see the unasked questions in their eyes.


Wednesday, June 07, 2006


I love my Mom and Dad. It really hurts when certain people tell that they stole me from my culture. People who feel they have the right to tell me that A, little J and big J (who happens to be biracial and adopted) aren’t my siblings. These people are of the opinion that I’d be better off in the system than with a “white” family. What they don’t seem to understand is that my parents are my family. Also I am supposed to have some “Primal Wound” from being separated from my birth mother, but I don’t. I feel compete, unless my Bipolar disorder kicks in. I’m happy.

This has been the best year of my life. We’ve found meds that work and I’ve only had 5 big meltdowns all year and only two were in school. I don’t want to die any more and I’m finally getting out of the house and hanging out with friends. I’ve been kissed. I’ve discovered that I’m pretty sure I’m mildly Bi. My parents have accepted that I’ve Wiccan and are willing to go to bat with the school to protect my rights. My score is 100 points away from perfect on the SATs. Matt might like me back and I adore him.

The only down for this year is the fact that the seniors are graduating. We’re losing so many talented Performing Arts kids. The Pas are my life if I couldn’t be on stage either teching or singing, I don’t know what I’d do. The PA kids are the nicest funniest most artsy kiddies in school. They accept me, BPD and all. These people really like me for who I am and it feels good. If I pull out knitting or embroidery during chorus or in the Band room it doesn’t faze them at all. They know me.


Monday, June 05, 2006

Please, test your blog.

Well, I just ran a colour blindness test on this site and everything seems to be in fine working order. Anyone with colour blindness should be able to read this sight. I try to keep things such as that in mind when I'm making web pages, which is something I don't do very much.

Here's the website to do this if you want to check your blog:


Sunday, June 04, 2006

Janey's got a . . . cell?

So, I have a cell phone now and I feel kind of dirty. I've never been very fond of the things, as people tend to be so very rude while using them. I believe I've joined the dark side.

Anyway . . . about the phone. It's a Nokia 2126 from tracfone and seems to work fine.
It's not very good looking, so I think I'll craft up a cheap faceplate and stick it on. I’m going to check Craftster for ideas.

Speaking of Craftster, oh, how I love it. Its fun, there’s cool people and you can learn how to make kick ass stuff. All and all a good time in my book.

According to Bonnie, I'm very "artsy" whatever that means. All I really do that's crafty is make jewelry knit, sew and embroider. I'm trying to learn other things too, though. I think I might take up spinning so I can make my own yarn and then knit with it. I like being called artsy though, it sounds good. Plus it makes me feel all tingly inside.

Till next time, kids.

I doubt I have any readers, but I'm going to try to start updating twice a week or more. Wish me luck!